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Anywayz here is the real story. I recently had my heart broken but in a way it was my fault, other say its hers but I take the blame personally..ok I'm going to try a lil rhyme session.. hopefully it comes together and make some sense...oh btw it has an intro like in the music vides OMG right?? xD hehehe :)
*Stares At Texts*
*Reminiscence About The Past Days*
*Puff Puff*
*Exhale*
*Frustration..*
Sigh...
I'ma Gonna Start By Asking What Am I To You,
What About That Day When I Felt Really Close To You,
Thinking,Contemplating Wondering If You Felt It Too,
This Feelings Thats Been Holding Me Up In Which I Wished You Knew,
The Day I Held Your Hand,
I Thought I Was Your Man,
But Now I Dont Understand,
Cause This Was Not My Plan,
Remember When We Took Pictures I Held You Close To Me,
Up Came The Pictures Which I'll Keep As A Memory,
Im Thinking If I Should Throw The Pics Away,
But Out Came My Feelings So The Pics Are Here To Stay,
There's Still Words For You That I Wish I Could Say,
Not Anymore Though Cause There Is No Other Way,
You Told Me You Aint Ready I Told Myself To Wait,
Then I Kept In Touch So This Feelings Between Us Wont Fade,
But Now I Guess I'm Late,
Over The Phone You Asked If I Still Have Feelings For You,
Truth Be Told Girl.. You Know I Still Do,
Truth Be Told To Me... You Dont Feel The Same,
Truth Be Told To Us... We Both Now Feel Ashamed,
You Realised You Hurt Me Bad,
I Realised I Made Myself This Sad,
Tho I'm Glad We Met,
I Scold Myself Cause I Waited For Nothing,
When I Really Thought That We Both Have Something,
The Hugs,The Touch,The Kisses,
The Texts,The Calls,The Whispers,
I Miss That Very Day And Miss That Very Moment,
I Hate What Came After As My Heart Is Now Broken,
I Told Myself That I Would Treat You Right And Be Your Everything,
Buy You Flowers,Buy You Cards Or Maybe A Gold And Silver Ring,
But I Guess I Cant Anymore,
You And I Arent Like Before,
Before I Was Smiling When Im With You,
Now Im Crying And Hurting With This Thought Of You,
It Hurts Beleive Me Cause You Left A Scar,
But In A Way It's A Reminder Of Who You Really Are,
You Mean Alot To Me,
Eventhough You're Not For Me,
Nor Are You Gonna Be My Enemy,
Always Remember This Words If Ever We Get Torn Apart,
I Hate That I Love You When I Love You With All My Heart,
To You : I'll Remember Our First Proper Conversation At The Train Station.
I'll Remember How I Held You Close, I'll Remember Our Lame COnversations, I'll Remember Your Fav Bubble Tea Flavour, I'll Remember How You FLuke Your Way In Need For Speed, I'll Remember How We Got So Close, I'll Remember How Comfortable You Are And I'll Remember The Last Time I Was Able To Place My Head On You.More To That I'll Remember The Tears We Shared....
I Hate That I Love You When I Loved You With All My Heart.
MY - SW
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Monday, January 18, 2010
Shyness ? A Postivity Or A Negativity
Welcome Once Again My Followers.
I Guess This Will Be Another Essay.. How Bout We Scratched What I Said
About Me Tryna Smallen Down My Blogs?? =] I Love Talking
And Writing Especially When Its From A Point Of View =D Ok Lets See
SHYNESS
A downfall or an uprising??? Shyness has been an in-kept emotion that lies within our characteristics that is never really certain. It is cause we can be shy whenever we're around someone we like,our boss ,fellow staff workers,friends and sometimes distant family members that we have never met. Many people have asked me how to deal with shyness.. well my fellow bloggers, if you are one of the shy's dont be embarrassed by this locked in emotion..anywayz time for some questiosn *Dum Ta Da Dum!!!
1) Is It Wrong To Be Shy ?!?
2) Downfall Of Being Shy Please Explain ... Any Uprisings??
3) Any way of overcoming?? PLEASE!!!!!
Wrong To Be Shy?
My dear friends... no it is not wrong to be shy.. trust me we all go through the shy phase when we are at the coming of age.. bare in mind some adults do feel shy around others too so you are not the only one. If you are gonna ask why are you shy ? My answer is quite simple.. you chose to be shy.. i bet now you must be saying how the heck can i choose 2 be shy? It is because we have options in life .. to go out to the open world and make a living or to hide from the world without realizing what we are missing. Take it for example you are a hot dude/babe and another hot dude/babe comes up to you and starts a conversation with you only because he/she is interested in you .. but instead of talking you chose to be shy and try to avoid as much interactive conversation as possible..without realizing if you actually do talk to him/her you might be able 2 get acquainted and slowly develop a bond with each other and maybe become an item ? But do understand its not wrong to be shy.. sometimes its how we are brought up? If we are brought up with a family whom is full of life and is open to socializing we wont be a shy person as we are used to interacting with others BUT if we are brought up in a family full of seclusion and less social life we will in fact be brought up being a shy person as we do not have the means to interact with anyone and i mean anyone haha >.< bad isnt it...
Down Falls And Uprisings?
Ok face it there will be less positive effect if you are shy... cuz generally shy people do get their own privacy,they get things done their way,and they might get their own set of friends but that doesnt mean it is a good thing...the downfalls of shy's having their own privacy,things done their way and havinn their own set of friends is that they are sheltering themselves from what is there to learn in the open world.. cause they are not interacting with others therefore not learning the means of socializing with different kind of people and learning different ways of understanding different groups and backgrounds.For example if we place a shy with another shy,they will get along but lets say this shy which is shy B is in the average income background...BUT shy 'A' wants his career to be a whole new level.. so now imagine placing him (shy A) in a group full of wild,party go'ers,movie buff's and high socialising background, that is when Shy A will meet his downfall as he cannot cope with these new and different behaviour as he has no knowledge and background on how to deal with the high socialing side of life...what I'm trying to say my friends is that if we are shy, we are restricting ourselves on the most important part of our lives which obviously comes under the SOCIAL category.
A Way Of Overcoming
Well I cant tell you all the ways to overcome it but I can give u one of the most important ways of overcoming.. which is SELF CONFIDENCE. It is because majority of shys have no confidence in their own selves..hence the reason why they seclude themselves so perfectly well from the open world.. look around you.. even us.. as an individual have a shy side.. girls for example, look at the amount of make up they put on,the amount of clothes they buy,the amount of shoes they collect,the different hairstyles and surgery they take. This comes to show that most girls do this for one thing self confidence(a.k.a self esteem) because they want to look their best and have the confidence they require to walk out their home without having people around them judging for how they look which is why the world these days is messed up as everyone cares for how a person look and not how a person acts. Not only girls but guys themselves.. why do you think majority of guys go to gym and get all toned up(like myself?),pick up dance that impresses,wear clothes that make up stand out and even have those super cool SON GOKU hair styles hehe ^^ it is because boys themselves want to have confidence in their selves tryna impress the girl they like or at least fit in with the group they are with.. but what both boys and girls lack is the amount of self confidence.. so my point of view and my saying is get out of that shy barrier, go out socialize more,learn to socialize,learn to interact with others,learn to understand the means of getting along with others so that in the end you will not regret staying a shy your whole life. If you don't like going out make yourself go out never tell yourself no I'm not going out today because I have no idea what to do.. go out for at least 10 minutes is good enough as within the 10 minute period you will be able to make use of it.. and in the end you will learn to extend your going out time. Alright now the choice is upto you take my advice and you will see the changes.. dont be shy dont be afraid of what people think of you for as long as you be yourself nothing wil go wrong.
For Having Confidence In Yourself And Confidence In Your Decisions Only Will You Gain A Step In Your Pursuit Of Happiness. Take Care Much love Good Luck And God Bless.xx
I Guess This Will Be Another Essay.. How Bout We Scratched What I Said
About Me Tryna Smallen Down My Blogs?? =] I Love Talking
And Writing Especially When Its From A Point Of View =D Ok Lets See
SHYNESS
A downfall or an uprising??? Shyness has been an in-kept emotion that lies within our characteristics that is never really certain. It is cause we can be shy whenever we're around someone we like,our boss ,fellow staff workers,friends and sometimes distant family members that we have never met. Many people have asked me how to deal with shyness.. well my fellow bloggers, if you are one of the shy's dont be embarrassed by this locked in emotion..anywayz time for some questiosn *Dum Ta Da Dum!!!
1) Is It Wrong To Be Shy ?!?
2) Downfall Of Being Shy Please Explain ... Any Uprisings??
3) Any way of overcoming?? PLEASE!!!!!
Wrong To Be Shy?
My dear friends... no it is not wrong to be shy.. trust me we all go through the shy phase when we are at the coming of age.. bare in mind some adults do feel shy around others too so you are not the only one. If you are gonna ask why are you shy ? My answer is quite simple.. you chose to be shy.. i bet now you must be saying how the heck can i choose 2 be shy? It is because we have options in life .. to go out to the open world and make a living or to hide from the world without realizing what we are missing. Take it for example you are a hot dude/babe and another hot dude/babe comes up to you and starts a conversation with you only because he/she is interested in you .. but instead of talking you chose to be shy and try to avoid as much interactive conversation as possible..without realizing if you actually do talk to him/her you might be able 2 get acquainted and slowly develop a bond with each other and maybe become an item ? But do understand its not wrong to be shy.. sometimes its how we are brought up? If we are brought up with a family whom is full of life and is open to socializing we wont be a shy person as we are used to interacting with others BUT if we are brought up in a family full of seclusion and less social life we will in fact be brought up being a shy person as we do not have the means to interact with anyone and i mean anyone haha >.< bad isnt it...
Down Falls And Uprisings?
Ok face it there will be less positive effect if you are shy... cuz generally shy people do get their own privacy,they get things done their way,and they might get their own set of friends but that doesnt mean it is a good thing...the downfalls of shy's having their own privacy,things done their way and havinn their own set of friends is that they are sheltering themselves from what is there to learn in the open world.. cause they are not interacting with others therefore not learning the means of socializing with different kind of people and learning different ways of understanding different groups and backgrounds.For example if we place a shy with another shy,they will get along but lets say this shy which is shy B is in the average income background...BUT shy 'A' wants his career to be a whole new level.. so now imagine placing him (shy A) in a group full of wild,party go'ers,movie buff's and high socialising background, that is when Shy A will meet his downfall as he cannot cope with these new and different behaviour as he has no knowledge and background on how to deal with the high socialing side of life...what I'm trying to say my friends is that if we are shy, we are restricting ourselves on the most important part of our lives which obviously comes under the SOCIAL category.
A Way Of Overcoming
Well I cant tell you all the ways to overcome it but I can give u one of the most important ways of overcoming.. which is SELF CONFIDENCE. It is because majority of shys have no confidence in their own selves..hence the reason why they seclude themselves so perfectly well from the open world.. look around you.. even us.. as an individual have a shy side.. girls for example, look at the amount of make up they put on,the amount of clothes they buy,the amount of shoes they collect,the different hairstyles and surgery they take. This comes to show that most girls do this for one thing self confidence(a.k.a self esteem) because they want to look their best and have the confidence they require to walk out their home without having people around them judging for how they look which is why the world these days is messed up as everyone cares for how a person look and not how a person acts. Not only girls but guys themselves.. why do you think majority of guys go to gym and get all toned up(like myself?),pick up dance that impresses,wear clothes that make up stand out and even have those super cool SON GOKU hair styles hehe ^^ it is because boys themselves want to have confidence in their selves tryna impress the girl they like or at least fit in with the group they are with.. but what both boys and girls lack is the amount of self confidence.. so my point of view and my saying is get out of that shy barrier, go out socialize more,learn to socialize,learn to interact with others,learn to understand the means of getting along with others so that in the end you will not regret staying a shy your whole life. If you don't like going out make yourself go out never tell yourself no I'm not going out today because I have no idea what to do.. go out for at least 10 minutes is good enough as within the 10 minute period you will be able to make use of it.. and in the end you will learn to extend your going out time. Alright now the choice is upto you take my advice and you will see the changes.. dont be shy dont be afraid of what people think of you for as long as you be yourself nothing wil go wrong.
For Having Confidence In Yourself And Confidence In Your Decisions Only Will You Gain A Step In Your Pursuit Of Happiness. Take Care Much love Good Luck And God Bless.xx
Thursday, January 7, 2010
New Beginning Same Sad Effing Story
Nar Im Kidding... I Couldnt Think Of A Better Title..
Happy New Year To All Who Goes Thru My Blog.
I Havent Had The Chance To Be On The Net For A While Therefore
I Havent Been Able To Wish You On The Day Itself Furthermore I Was At The Clubs So
I Was.. In A Way Busy =] 09 Has Ended Up Comes 10 =]
As A Start Of The New Year, I Shall Not Post
My Blogs In Essay Forms LMAO but.. I Shall Only Do So
If Someone Asks For Advice.
So Now I'll Try The Hardcore Bloggers Approach By
Writting My Feelings Down Into Words ^^v (You Proud?? Yeh Thought So ;P)
So Expect Something Different For The Nxt Time You Log Into My Blog
Somehow Nothing Feels Any Different.
Anywayz I Shall End My Blog.. Laters Im off. Chiaoz .
xx
Happy New Year To All Who Goes Thru My Blog.
I Havent Had The Chance To Be On The Net For A While Therefore
I Havent Been Able To Wish You On The Day Itself Furthermore I Was At The Clubs So
I Was.. In A Way Busy =] 09 Has Ended Up Comes 10 =]
As A Start Of The New Year, I Shall Not Post
My Blogs In Essay Forms LMAO but.. I Shall Only Do So
If Someone Asks For Advice.
So Now I'll Try The Hardcore Bloggers Approach By
Writting My Feelings Down Into Words ^^v (You Proud?? Yeh Thought So ;P)
So Expect Something Different For The Nxt Time You Log Into My Blog
Somehow Nothing Feels Any Different.
Anywayz I Shall End My Blog.. Laters Im off. Chiaoz .
xx
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