I Hate That I Love You

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Anywayz here is the real story. I recently had my heart broken but in a way it was my fault, other say its hers but I take the blame personally..ok I'm going to try a lil rhyme session.. hopefully it comes together and make some sense...oh btw it has an intro like in the music vides OMG right?? xD hehehe :)

*Stares At Texts*
*Reminiscence About The Past Days*
*Puff Puff*
*Exhale*
*Frustration..*
Sigh...

I'ma Gonna Start By Asking What Am I To You,
What About That Day When I Felt Really Close To You,
Thinking,Contemplating Wondering If You Felt It Too,
This Feelings Thats Been Holding Me Up In Which I Wished You Knew,
The Day I Held Your Hand,
I Thought I Was Your Man,
But Now I Dont Understand,
Cause This Was Not My Plan,
Remember When We Took Pictures I Held You Close To Me,
Up Came The Pictures Which I'll Keep As A Memory,
Im Thinking If I Should Throw The Pics Away,
But Out Came My Feelings So The Pics Are Here To Stay,
There's Still Words For You That I Wish I Could Say,
Not Anymore Though Cause There Is No Other Way,
You Told Me You Aint Ready I Told Myself To Wait,
Then I Kept In Touch So This Feelings Between Us Wont Fade,
But Now I Guess I'm Late,
Over The Phone You Asked If I Still Have Feelings For You,
Truth Be Told Girl.. You Know I Still Do,
Truth Be Told To Me... You Dont Feel The Same,
Truth Be Told To Us... We Both Now Feel Ashamed,
You Realised You Hurt Me Bad,
I Realised I Made Myself This Sad,
Tho I'm Glad We Met,
I Scold Myself Cause I Waited For Nothing,
When I Really Thought That We Both Have Something,
The Hugs,The Touch,The Kisses,
The Texts,The Calls,The Whispers,
I Miss That Very Day And Miss That Very Moment,
I Hate What Came After As My Heart Is Now Broken,
I Told Myself That I Would Treat You Right And Be Your Everything,
Buy You Flowers,Buy You Cards Or Maybe A Gold And Silver Ring,
But I Guess I Cant Anymore,
You And I Arent Like Before,
Before I Was Smiling When Im With You,
Now Im Crying And Hurting With This Thought Of You,
It Hurts Beleive Me Cause You Left A Scar,
But In A Way It's A Reminder Of Who You Really Are,
You Mean Alot To Me,
Eventhough You're Not For Me,
Nor Are You Gonna Be My Enemy,
Always Remember This Words If Ever We Get Torn Apart,
I Hate That I Love You When I Love You With All My Heart,

To You : I'll Remember Our First Proper Conversation At The Train Station.
I'll Remember How I Held You Close, I'll Remember Our Lame COnversations, I'll Remember Your Fav Bubble Tea Flavour, I'll Remember How You FLuke Your Way In Need For Speed, I'll Remember How We Got So Close, I'll Remember How Comfortable You Are And I'll Remember The Last Time I Was Able To Place My Head On You.More To That I'll Remember The Tears We Shared....

I Hate That I Love You When I Loved You With All My Heart.
MY - SW